So many things I want to start. I get the idea in my head and in my heart. Although I really want to do something I put it off. Why? Why do I do that? Am I afraid of failure? Am I afraid that I might actually be happy? Am I just lazy? I think its all of those things.
I want to write a book but every time i start and seem to get a couple chapters done, i just think to myself "who is going to read this crap?" Even if I feel like its a great read already.
I wanted to start a Twins Group for the Tehama County area. But the work that goes into creating and maintaining something like that, well it takes a lot of time and thats something i feel i don't have.
(excuse any bad grammar, some of this is just ranting)
I want to be an amazing Christian and I want to be an awesome role model. But then again I don't want people looking at me and disecting my every move. I don't think i really want that type of pressure.
But back to the book. :) I have started writing one. Although i may end up scraping and starting over. May be someday i will share my book with you all.
Sorry this was all over the place. I promise with practice they will get better
This blog page is something i hope grows and i hope that what i post helps people in a positive way. If you like this post please feel free to comment. Also please share my page with others. I have started a youtube channel under the name Stardustdreems and hope to have an intro video up soon. This new adventure i am taking will hopefully help myself get out of my shell that i have been hiding in my whole life and i hope it helps you to be the person you want to be.
God Bless each and every one of you!!!!!!!
Stardustdreems= to dream with infinite possibilites.
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